Hello everyone! I'm new here, and I just needed to vent my worries over possibly having conceived last week.

I am already a single mother. This was my first time having sex in over two years; it wasn't planned, we were supposed to just do other things, but we were drunk and he unexpectedly penetrated me without protection (I have a latex allergy, and he didn't know what kind of condoms to bring - I didn't have any because I have been celibate). We had sex on and off throughout the night without protection, never more than a couple minutes at a time, and he did not ejaculate inside me. He did, however, have copious amounts of pre-ejaculate, and, I learned on the internet after the fact, pre-ejaculate can contain up to a few thousand sperm! In addition, the sex took place on Friday the 14th at night, and I ovulated on Sunday morning (I get mittelschmerz). My cycle started 9/3 or 9/4, and I have 25 day cycles. Needless to say, I am freaked out. I just want to know either way, so I can figure out what to do. I am to old for this, so is he - we both have children, there is no excuse for our irresponsible behavior. He has no idea I am fretting about this. I've had quite a bit of alcohol the past couple months, so I would be worried about the effect this could have on any possible baby conceived at this time. I won't have an abortion (not against it, I just personally couldn't destroy a life I created - I feel sad killing roaches and mosquitos), hence the worry.

Does anyone know what the chance is I could have conceived? I am going to the drugstore today to get some First Response tests, but I can't use them until Monday the earliest. Their website said 69% of women would get accurate results 4 days before their missed periods. I know I only need to wait about a week to see if my period gets here, but I can't stand it. When I was pregnant with my son, I started throwing up 8 days after conception. That would be tomorrow, but I have an anxiety issue which makes me feel nauseated, so, even if I did feel like puking, I can't trust it as a symptom of anything. ARGH!

Anyway, thanks in advance for any support or advice.

Sincerely,

Jane