I have been looking for something on the internet that could possibly help me out with this decision (I know it probably isnt out there but I am at a loss)
I am almost 22 years old, and am almost 6 weeks pregnant.
I got pregnant just before I turned 19, with my boyfriend of 6 months who was 21. We decided to have the baby, I never really even considered an abortion. My son is now 2 1/2 and the love of my life. I put off school for a while but am now in my 2nd year at a very costly and very intense school. I am no longer with his father and have been with my current boyfriend, who is almost 20, for almost a year now.
He said he would support me through this, but most of the time he acts as if it is not happening, and he is not the most responsible person by far. I have been on the fence about having this baby since I found out. I live off school loans, he has plenty of money but is trying to finish up college this year.
I finally made him come clean about how he feels and he said "i dont think we can handle this right now. I think we need to wait until we're married. But I don't want you to be in any pain, so its your decision"
Today i made an appointment for thursday to have a medication abortion but i have been crying since i got off the phone, and dont know if i can go through with it.
I guess i just need any advice i can get