I just can't accept the fact that my vagina doesn't have enough histamine or nerves to make vaginal penetration enjoyable for me. Not being able to enjoy intercourse has made me bitter about sex and envious of other women who enjoy it too. Whenever I am around women who talk about sex and how they love it doggystyle etc etc I get upset and move away. I just wish that I could relate. It's devastating.

I only enjoy oral sex, but after awhile that gets boring. My ex boyfriend thought I was abnormal because I didn't like penetration. That is just how uncommon it is for a woman to say she doesn't like it. I know ppl say that I am not alone but I don't care...if I say I don't feel anything durng sex people look at me like I am crazy because the majority of women do. It's hard to be told that I am normal by a bunch of women who generally like sex and can feel something. You can never know what it's like to be in my shoes.