I am really beginning to get disappointed....I am not in as much pain as I was last night (bad thing for once lol) and josh still isnt here! I think I might really cry! I want to be able to hold him and talk to him so bad! I have waited so long for this and he is being so stubborn! Sorry I just needed to vent a little.....I knew I shouldn't hyave gotten my hopes up but I just couldnt help it.....O well its only 8:15.....Sumthing could still happen right?