I am new to dallas and most of my neighbors are into life styles I don't care for or working .my main concern is the difference in my sex drive and my guys I am 46 he is 51 .
we both take medication his for depression mine is pain managment and recently for depression my life with him...guessing? he was heavy drinker recently sober and still sober so ok that could be an issue too. he has never been able to get and stay really hard so maybe its medical ? but heres the thing when he first met me and when we recently got back together after two weeks over his drinking we went at it all night into the next morning days at a time ..now he gets me home and I feel cut off cause its back to being like christmas again ? he claims its not my body but once in anger and while drunk told me " well if you wieghed 150lbs and had red hair I would @*@*k you everyday !" so it may not be true and it may be true but I feel he would like me to be smaller I carry 180lbs and never have been a small person .this a side theses things can be obtained but not over night ,,well the hair color maybe . but so why make me suffer it really does hurt to go too long with no release even though I am a woman there must be such a thing for us like the men when they get blue balls ..please please dont preach masterbation to me i loath lonely sex and would have no need to add a man to my life if masterbation was so great .and when he suggests it it comes across as punishment not something to enjoy ...I want to share not be confined to my bed room alone ...well maybe we just need more time but too much time passes between fixes ...thank you ladies robin