but you guys are pretty much the only ones i have to listen to my rants right now.. my best friend is at work.. and i just love you guys you always help me through crap.
here's how im gonna do it.. Im gonna list everything good/bad about moving..
Good about moving..
1.) better weather
2.) No crime
3.) No drugs
4.) BIG backyard for kids
5.) Have own house and not pay $2000 a month for it.
6.) basement.
7.) Better schools.
8.) Less traffic.
9.) kids will get to see snow (Jacob loves snow.)
10.) no one to call me names or scream at my kids.
11.) No one to smoke around my kids.
BAD about moving..
1.) Moving away from family
2.) Moving away from my best friend of 15 years
3.) not really any friends in Illinois (except Krissy but she'd be 2 hours away..)
So i know moving outweighs staying.
Its best for the kids. Gotta think about the kids. They'll get over it, and adapt. They'll probably end up happier with their own space to run around in and I'll be happier because we'll have our own place for the kids to enjoy themselves.. and hopefully our own pool ^_^
I think once i get over the initial shock of everything, I'll be ok. I was ok last time.
*starts crying*
you know.. the last time we moved back in March of 2006.. was the one and only time i got a hug and an i love you from my mom in well over 15 years.
GOD I JUST WANNA SCREAM!
Sorry guys. i know I'm getting annoying.
~S