would someone please just kidnap me for a while? no harm or ne thing just a good reason to get away. The kids both refused naps today and instead macy passed out at like 5 and liam at 6. now of course they are both awake and im ready for bed. I feel totally awful just like my body doesnt feel good. like sore and achy. This deployment is turning into more than i can handle and pretty much everything with this living arrangement is annoying me. I cant stand my OBs but theyre the only ones in the area who except my insurance. I just dont know what to do ne more. i feel like im stuck. if i go back to IL i cant live where we want too and i cant get a 4 bdrm til im 28weeks. i dotn wanna live where i use to cuz i dont want macy going to school there so if i live in the other housing im gunna be 25 mins from ne one i know. but i dont have ne furniture here so i cant really rent a place here. my moms is to small for all of us to be comfortable for more than a few weeks and i still dont have a date for stevens return.