I really want some sex. I am so frustrated, it makes me almost want to cry about it.
It's not so much the fact that I'm not getting it because I have no means, but more that I'm actually forbidden. It's not allowed. It makes me want to do it more.
And generally just feeling a bit not great at the minute, with other such things in life. But, in some ways, sometimes I dont really know what I'm upset about...weird.
Since March/April and I dunno, it just sometimes feels like we take backward steps and we're not getting anywhere. I know we are really, but sometimes it feels like it and I think it's still going to be ages til the end.
And what if it doesn't work?? We will have gone through all of it for nothing.