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Enlightened Uselessness
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Posted: 09-12-07 20:35pm
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| Enlightened Uselessness
wrote: | | AaronS
wrote: | I dont know. I'm just
constantly depressed and I constantly feel
judged, for no reason. I feel amazing
about twice every month; I wake up
smiling, I can talk to anyone, my mind is
free and I feel equal to everyone I see. I
feel motivated to do the best I can do.
But most of the time its not like that..
Its not really what I think of myself, but
more of what I think other people think of
me. I think i have serious mental
problems...
I want to go to a psychologist but I dont
want my mom to know. and I cant afford
it..
And I dropped out because im stupid, worst
mistake ive ever made.
thanks for reading
everyone... |
Some people get lucky; you're one of them.
But statistics show that those who do get
their GEDs make $250,000 more in their
life. I wouldn't recommend him not to do
it.
Yo, you NEED your GED. And then college
wouldn't help
either. |
just a thought
im 16 yrs old and i make ore a week then
most ADULTS do at their jobs
and i work from home
when i want
and i dont go to school  i dropped
out in january[/quote]
Haha, it wouldn't didn't post what I said
earlier so I'll do it here.
Some people get lucky; you're one of them.
But statistics show that those who don't
graduate from high school make $250,000
less than those that do. I wouldn't
recommend him not to do it because chances
aren't on his side.
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Posted: 09-13-07 22:01pm
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| Enlightened Uselessness
wrote: | | Enlightened Uselessness
wrote: | | AaronS
wrote: | I dont know. I'm just
constantly depressed and I constantly feel
judged, for no reason. I feel amazing
about twice every month; I wake up
smiling, I can talk to anyone, my mind is
free and I feel equal to everyone I see. I
feel motivated to do the best I can do.
But most of the time its not like that..
Its not really what I think of myself, but
more of what I think other people think of
me. I think i have serious mental
problems...
I want to go to a psychologist but I dont
want my mom to know. and I cant afford
it..
And I dropped out because im stupid, worst
mistake ive ever made.
thanks for reading
everyone... |
Some people get lucky; you're one of them.
But statistics show that those who do get
their GEDs make $250,000 more in their
life. I wouldn't recommend him not to do
it.
Yo, you NEED your GED. And then college
wouldn't help
either. |
just a thought
im 16 yrs old and i make ore a week then
most ADULTS do at their jobs
and i work from home
when i want
and i dont go to school i dropped
out in
january |
Haha, it wouldn't didn't post what I said
earlier so I'll do it here.
Some people get lucky; you're one of them.
But statistics show that those who don't
graduate from high school make $250,000
less than those that do. I wouldn't
recommend him not to do it because chances
aren't on his side.[/quote]
wll i certainly am not trying to encourage
anyone to drop out lol
stay in school kids!
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Enlightened Uselessness
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Posted: 09-14-07 00:50am
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Back on topic...
Aaron, you still there? I know it's hard
to admit to your parents that you need a
psychologist but if they have any love for
you, they'll pay for it. If not, then I
guess ask your questions here. We're not
proffesionals but chances are, one of us
might suggest something helpful.
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Keeba88
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Posted: 09-14-07 13:14pm
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I AGREE! We will try
our best to help you with whatever we can!
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AaronS
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Posted: 09-22-07 23:43pm
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Hello, I'm sorry I havn't been replying. I
havn't had the time, I have been reading
though. And thank everyone for all the
support, it really did/does help.
Just as I was starting to use some of the
tips here, and was starting to get happy.
I was told my father only had a few days
left to live, earlier today. And I sat in
the hospital with him for 11 hours today
before he told me I should go home. At
first I couldn't stop crying. But I
realized that he wont be suffering
anymore, and that he will be in a better
place. But, I feel like everythings going
to be ok. And I know it will be. I just
thought that I should be more sad than I
am. I need any thoughts on what im
supposed to be feeling compared to what I
am feeling.
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young Girl
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Posted: 09-22-07 23:49pm
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that seriously makes me want to cry
i was face to face with my dad a few weeks
ago
he was dieing in the hospital they didnt
think he would pull through
he eventually did
but the pressure and stress and hurt i
felt was unbearable
i cant imajine what you are going through
aron...if you dont mine me asking...is he
gone? 
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AaronS
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Posted: 09-23-07 10:09am
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He passed away this morning. At only 58
years old. He was a good guy.
I feel like I can't be here but theres
nowhere else to go.
I know hes in a better place, and he went
peacefully.
I'm trying to be rational about this,
considering it happens to everyone.
But it just wasn't supposed to happen this
soon.
I'm just going to hang on to my 3
brothers, hopefully I wont get stupid.
I was told to think of the good times with
him, but that just makes me even sadder.
Because I know that there wont be anymore.
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twilight_mist
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Posted: 09-23-07 10:35am
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I am so sad to hear that.
- take your time and handle it the way you
feel is best. All poeple handle sorrow
diffrently. Some cry all day, others look
on the outside, like tthey don't care, but
hurt inside.
- Hold on. I cannot imagine how it must
feel to loose anyone that close to you,
but I know that most pan will get easier
to bear as time goes by.
Talk with you brothers so that you all get
a chance to air your feelings if you feel
like it. Be there for each other.
*hugs*
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Posted: 09-23-07 10:53am
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aaron
if you ever need to talk and you dont know
where to go
PM me ok? also i can PM you my e mail
address if youd like so that you can e
mail me
i check my e mail all the time
be there for your little brothers hun
its gunna be so hard, they need you
you ARE the man of the house now. you are
their support and their strength to get
through this
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Keeba88
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Posted: 09-23-07 12:10pm
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I'm speechless. About all i can think of
to say right now is that i'm sorry for
your loss and like other posters have said
stay by your brothers. They need you even
more now! STAY STRONG!
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AaronS
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Posted: 09-23-07 18:01pm
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Thanks for everyones support.
I cried forever when I was watching him.
But now it seems ok. I'm not sure if im in
shock or whats happening but i'll be
fine.
I'm the youngest of the family, but i'm
staying as close as I can to my brothers.
I held them in my fathers intensive care
room, and I don't plan on stopping.
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Posted: 09-23-07 18:09pm
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| AaronS
wrote: | Thanks for everyones
support.
I cried forever when I was watching him.
But now it seems ok. I'm not sure if im in
shock or whats happening but i'll be
fine.
I'm the youngest of the family, but i'm
staying as close as I can to my brothers.
I held them in my fathers intensive care
room, and I don't plan on
stopping. |
you may be in shock huney
its gotta be a hard thing to deal with
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FoodDRadio
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Posted: 09-23-07 20:24pm
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Look im probably the LAST person youll
ever want help from but heres what ive got
to say. If you think you're ugly and
you're constantly ranting to yourself
about it, its not going to make you feel
better, but if you have confidence it wont
matter as much, trust me, ive seen ugly
guys with pretty girls, and if you dont
have any confidence then heres something
you can do. Find something you really like
and want to get good at, get as good as
you possibly can on it. and then find
other things. Trust me itll make you feel
better.
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Posted: 09-23-07 20:35pm
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| FoodDRadio
wrote: | | Look im probably the LAST
person youll ever want help from but heres
what ive got to say. If you think you're
ugly and you're constantly ranting to
yourself about it, its not going to make
you feel better, but if you have
confidence it wont matter as much, trust
me, ive seen ugly guys with pretty girls,
and if you dont have any confidence then
heres something you can do. Find something
you really like and want to get good at,
get as good as you possibly can on it. and
then find other things. Trust me itll make
you feel
better. |
jesus you give good advice!!! i think you
should post on here more often!
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AaronS
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Posted: 09-23-07 23:46pm
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I don't think i'm in shock, I just know
where he is and its much better than where
he was.
And why would you be the last person i'd
want to talk to?
I will try and heed your advice as well as
possible, but I have zero confidence. My
acne and my teeth kill it all...
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Posted: 09-23-07 23:48pm
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ahh hun
dont worry about acne and teeth
i HATE my teeth
and i hate my ears too
they stick out too much!
but i love myself
dont put yourself down
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FoodDRadio
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Posted: 09-24-07 21:58pm
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Look dude, i probably have as little or
less confidence than you. The girl im
crazy for is finally available and im too
afraid to even talk to her, but you know
what? Shes the reason i even bother
getting up and trying at anything, i hope
to be with her, thats my ultimate goal. so
what you should do is instead of thinking
of the present and how you "May" be
feeling judged is to stop thinking of the
present and think about what can come in
the long run.
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Enlightened Uselessness
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Posted: 09-24-07 23:54pm
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| AaronS
wrote: | I don't think i'm in shock,
I just know where he is and its much
better than where he was.
And why would you be the last person i'd
want to talk to?
I will try and heed your advice as well as
possible, but I have zero confidence. My
acne and my teeth kill it
all... |
Dermatologist and Orthodontist.
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Posted: 09-25-07 00:10am
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| Enlightened Uselessness
wrote: | | AaronS
wrote: | I don't think i'm in shock,
I just know where he is and its much
better than where he was.
And why would you be the last person i'd
want to talk to?
I will try and heed your advice as well as
possible, but I have zero confidence. My
acne and my teeth kill it
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Dermatologist and
Orthodontist. |
why do we need to fix ourselves?
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Posted: 09-25-07 16:42pm
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Don't worry about looks, it's a total
waste of time. - All of us are different,
if we were not, it'd be horribly boring to
meet other poeple...
You are special and beautiful in your own
way - NEVER doubt that
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