Im 25 Weeks Pregnant And Depressed

Well let me start by saying that my boyfriend got deported to mexico in august 3, 2007. I called him every day to make sure hes was ok. But this past sunday Sept, 2nd 2007 he left his house and hasnt came back, I call every day hopeing hes home but his mother tells me he hasnt came back home. I cry every day, I cant get him out of my mind, I cant eat or sleep. I just scared that he might be dead some where, I hope hes not because I want to have a family with him. Thats why I cry every day, every hour. I love him so much. I want to get married to him, I just wanna know if hes ok. I know im suppose to eat , I only eat once a day, I know its not right because of my baby, but please some one just help me. I am really deppressed and I cant get him off my mind.