Cutting And Pregnancy

o.k. I'm 8 weeks pregnant with my 3rd child, had twins 3 years ago, and I am finding it soo much harder to keep from doing anything harmful to myself at this time. I have not cut since June 19th and that was a really bad one. I know I can not practice hurting myself at this time, not only because I do it so severely that I have nearly died a few times and have permant damege from it, but also because I feel like if I hurt myself I might as well be hurting my baby. Does anybody have any suggestions for surviving this or has anybody been in this same predicament? Any help would be greatly appreciated. I have quit every thing I do to cope at all once, including my E.D.