Hi well i dont know how to start this so
im just gonan go straight into it..Im 16
and im ugly, simple as... im about 5ft 11
im white as a sheet of paper (this is what
i hate saying the most
) my
teeth are not naturally as white as there
meant to be so with my skin being that
white it makes them look yellow
i
have a huge forehead and i just generally
think im a eye sore.
i have little friends but do not know why
they want to be friends with me, i get
worried of going out with them because i
dont want them to see how i look, a few of
them take the piss out of me i think they
only mean it in a joke way but it just
makes me relise more faults in me ive
never had a girlfriend which makes me the
most depresed, when ever i see a romantic
genre film or think about this i just feel
sick with emptiness, it makes me just want
to crawl in a dark hole.
Theres nothing i can think to do .... no
girl takes any intrest in me and even if
they did i wouldent know what to do ......
im too self concieous to even go outside
because of what i look like so im worried
of loosing what little friends i have
because i am very shy and have very little
social skills so i would doubt getting new
ones
i dont
have any one to talk to , my parents
wouldent understand.
