I just want to scream. You ever feel like your heart is being pulled out of your chest. like thiers this undying pain swimming through your veins... like poison... slowly killing you? crushing you lungs. draining your body of all sanity.
Well rite now thats how I feel but much worse.
Im having what you call a breack down...again. I just need to vent, someone to understand or atleast pretend 2 listen. I do believe I have developed what you mite call hatred.

I want 2 crawl in to a deep dark whole. Happiness and I areant freinds. I've been dealt a bad hand of cards everyday since I could remember....