Stressed

I have not bneen on very much due to this new position and it's kicking my arse. I'm so stressed out right now. I only have 2 people under me and they do all the deliveries/pick ups. Well I got an e-mail from someone in HR that their stuff did not get picked up for the second time and she CC'd it to someone in my company and he escalated it to my boss in Cali . I got an e-mail from him when I came in yesterday asking if it was resolved and that I needed to fill out a problem resolution form. So I did and I had to write both of the people on my team up for not picking up the stuff they were suppose to. AND I had to write ROdney up for sleeping on Wednesday. He fell asleep 3 times and each time I had to tell him to wake up. I felt bad about it but I was told to leave your emotion at home when you come to work. A job is a job and you follow the rules (what a higher up said). So, even though I know he is having problems with his wife and has a second job I had to do it. He said I should have taken him aside first and told him he was coming close to be written up. My opinion is that for 1 he should not be sleeping on the job and 2 I should not have had to tell him 3 times to wake up. It's a given that you don't sleep at work. I got a phone call from his wife today asking me if I could give him a raise and pay him for time that my old boss didn't pay him for.Then he has to get an attitude with me and talk crap about me to the new guy (who just happens to tell me everything he says) and then Rods wife tells me he says all this good stuff about me. She een told me that my old boss talked !**@! about me. nice.I don't trust anyone any more. If they don't like what they get, there's the door buddy.

ugh. . . stress stress and more STRESS! Lord this is getting to me. I really can't have that second job anymore. I mean, i've had this whole week off but the stress is still there and I think if I go back I might break or something.

Sorry this is so long. I just needed to vent.