Well after that nite when my mom told my boyfriend that she knew he had a kid. We didn't talk. I slept on the couch cause I didn't want to speak to him let alone be near him.

That nite he picked me up from work acted unusually calm and we got home. I hopped into the shower. He just came up to me and gave me a hug which surprised me. Days later I just had to ask him what he meant by I had lost his trust and so much more.

I had lost more of his trust and he tells me he was thinking of breaking up with me for what I had done. I told him that he would have done the same. But I got mad he was even thinking of breaking up wit me so I told him that if he was just wit me out of pity that he should leave. He said he didn't because he loves me. And that since he lost trust in me that if he ever decides to go out or comes home late that now I don't have the right to ask.

Which angers me off cause he lives there wit me. So I'm angry that he puts that as an ultimatum. I never ask him were he's going unless its really late. But I never interogate him. So I'm just gonna be a health forum and not even bother asking or care anymore if he goes out. But if he doesn't come home then that's another story cause that's my house.

But just thinking that instead of working something out he.d rather jus let our relationship go so easily wounds me so deeply.