im in the same position, ive just broke up with my boyfriend and its so hard trying to get him out my head we've been together for 2 years but we've always broke up and got back together alot of the time but i left him 3 days ago for good. i hope cause of how he treated me he did the same sort of thing to me he pushed me and i lost out baby last yr. he treated me bad tho he took my family and friend away from me i ahd no life but i was so stubborn he would change cause i loved him and i still do. but everything we have done together all the memories are still so fresh in my mind it grinding me down cause i just want 2 4get abou thm
i acctually dont know what to do my self i am trying to keep myself busy by working and goig out all the time with friends but its still reallly hard. i'd just say try and keep your self as busy as u can hun.
hope u sort it
lou x