I'm 26 yrs old and I'm moving back to NY to be with my family (i haven't lived there for 10 years). Growing up at the age of 14-15, I was rather a loose girl and was very known for it, i did some things sexually that i regret. I realize that I was just a child looking for love and acceptance from a male figure (all a guy had to do was tell me he likes me and my legs were open or sometimes i didn't want to do it but i wanted to please the guy). Even though I know I was seriously misguided, I'm still ashamed. I'm nowhere near that lost little girl,in the past 9 yrs outside of my daughters father i've only been with one other guy. My dilemma is coming back as a completely different person how do i face my past? How do i handle unwanted attention? I am prepared to cuss out anybody that comes at me the wrong way. and to top it off my daughters father grew up with these guys, he know most of them.