I have no friends, I get enraged when others are having fun Posted: 08-14-07 12:08pm
Hi, I don't have anyone to talk to so I
went looking around and found this board;
but let me get to the point. I think
something is wrong with me.. I'll
describe: I have absolutely no friends.. I
can remember when the same people who make
it hell for me now were my so-called
"friend" and now we remain passersby and I
see them as the enemy. No one wants to
talk to me I am a loner. I've been in too
many fights and can't see myself going to
jail again. When I see others having fun,
talking, laughing and kissing on their
little girlfriends or boyfriends I get
enraged like I want to wipe everything
out. To make this story short.. I think
what is best for me is to commit suicide I
am way too sick of having to wake up
everyday with people treating me like
total CRAP. I have dreams on almost a
nightly basis of payback before I do the
deed to those who talk, stare, and play
with my mind. There is VERY strong doubt
of me living this through.
Thank you for listening to me.
jc18
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bibisim
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Aug 2007 Posts: 76
Re: I Have No Friends, I Get Enraged When Others Are Having Posted: 08-24-07 03:20am
Hi jc18
are u still there?
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AJ78910
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 05 Sep 2007 Posts: 2 Location: NJ
Posted: 09-05-07 16:57pm
dude i know exactly how you feel... i was
even thinking about doing a school
shooting at one time. you just need to
ignore the people who piss you off and
find some people worthy of being your
friend. you don't need many, just some
real ones who don't fake liking you.
