my symptoms are coming back, I haven't been taking my meds..

For the last week or so I haven't been taking my meds like I should. I've missed doses here and there and now my symptoms are coming back. Once I looked in the mirror and I changed into this hippy guy(i'm female) who had long hair, a mustache, and John Lennon glasses. Another time it looked as if my left cheek was melting. I haven't looked in the mirror too much since then. Has anyone experienced anything similiar to this?