Eating disorder : Bulimc for 3 years, no weight loss... Posted: 08-12-07 10:20am
Heyass i'm new to the board. Well i really
wanna talk to someone about my weight
issues but i'm scared i'll trigger
something for someone and i really don't
wanna do that. Sooo if any1 has the time
for a confidental chat, that would be
great. I have absolutely no one. i think i
am developing an eating disorder.All i can
say is i've been bulimic for 3 and a half
yrs but i don't see any difference in my
weight so now i'm moving onto the next
level, i'm sooooooooo ashamed.
If you are recovering keep going and stay
strong, you can al do it!
Emma. x
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young Girl
Especially EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 Jun 2007 Posts: 13932 Location: everythings better in, texas USA
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Posted: 08-12-07 10:22am
hi emma and welcome!!!!!!!!!
feel free to PM me anytime
im on alot so ill be glad to talk to ya
about what you are going through
-suzy
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bubblegum
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Aug 2007 Posts: 11 Location: Brummy
Posted: 08-12-07 10:26am
the_girlfreind
wrote:
hi emma and
welcome!!!!!!!!!
feel free to PM me anytime
im on alot so ill be glad to talk to ya
about what you are going through
-suzy
Heyass Suzy, thankies soooooooooo muchoo!
just PM'ed yoo. =]
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rosejackson
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Posted: 08-12-07 12:39pm
hiya my name is rose, welcome to the
forum, feel free to pm me whenever you
like, im generally on here anyway
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bubblegum
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Aug 2007 Posts: 11 Location: Brummy
Posted: 08-12-07 12:53pm
rosejackson
wrote:
hiya my name is rose,
welcome to the forum, feel free to pm me
whenever you like, im generally on here
anyway
Welcomet o the forum, I am diane, i am a
moderator on this forum, i also have
experience in this subject as i have
suffered from an eating disorder for 5
years. Right now im in recovery, i cant
say im recovered at all yet cuz the
thoughts are always still there. You can
feel free to PM me anytime, generally u
can say what you want here, just no
posting body statistics like height and
weight etc or measurments. no tips on how
to purge or starve etc, no talk of what
diet pills work best etc, there is a topic
at the top of the forum on the posting
guidelines as well to be sure you dont
post something triggering. We are all here
to help and support eachother.
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bubblegum
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Aug 2007 Posts: 11 Location: Brummy
Posted: 08-16-07 07:40am
In the last couple of days, i'm getting
worse, like in the morning wen i wake up
til 5 / 6pm at nite i starve myself then i
have one bowl of vegatables ( peas,
sweetcorn, carrots ) then an hour later i
have a fruit salad ( apple, banana and
grapes ) but then i find myself throwing
chunks of the apple away. then an hr later
i mite have a mars bar. LOL! but i haven't
lately. i really want to eat but i know i
just can't. Wen i know i have a shopping
trip coming up i have to strave myself
like this cz then i can fit into skinny
jeans. its madness, i only eat them foods
cz i feel safe with them. I know i'm not
getting my protein, carbs...etc.. but i
just don't want to get fat. but still i
dont feel like i've lost anything. Like
i'm always asking my mum if i can go to
the gym but she never books it in soooooo
thats why i've had to go down this road. I
can't phone thm and book it cz i have like
sociel prblems ( but i am on some sort of
program for that...tis private and
embarsing AHEM ) LOL! i think most of it
is muscle, but tis hard to know wat is
muscle and wat is fat, i desperately wan
to get rid of a bit of the muscle too but
i probs cant do that, all i can do is
build it up.....i dunooo....
Sorry for rambling on eeeeeeeeeeeekk!
(we dont post weights on here, it can
trigger people in recovery)
