I beleive a strong man controls his own fate.

Its not always easy... a lot of hurdles and obstacles on my track.

Ive always carried on and changed the record but sometimes I cant help but to think "end result"

I know what I want from life (this will sound selfish) requires money

living a life based around earning money for 10-15 years so I can do what I want isnt exactly ideal to me.

I like to educate myself (books, music) and I do talk to people as long as we can "build" on something...which is a false sense of progress really

I dunno, I just feel as if no idea is original

I could picture life flashing before me....like a film

and although I want the ride to be good and varied

really we just wanna see the end scene right...then the credits roll and its starts over again

the only thing I have is music really....I just want to literally live in japan and make music and take pictures...occasionally visit some other countries....meet a girl

I just want some reassurance that I can make my dreams my reality

then one day maybe my soul can rest

I have some family who love me but they feel Ive let them down...my friends too....and Its hard to beleive in yourself when nobody else can

Im just looking for some wise words....