It is absolutely physical! And let me say for myself, a host of depression, anxiety, etc. has accompanied the pain and will make it worse. So will lack of sleep. I only get about 2-5 hours per night max, no matter what I try.
I was DX with Myofacial Pain at 19, in 1992. Back then, no one believed fibro was real and/or that widespread. At 24, in 1997, I finally got a fibro DX. The doctors didn't know what to do to treat it, so they over-drugged me with vicodin and muscle relaxers and anti-depressants. Needless to say, my twenties were not fun. I had to detox in a hospital from the vicodin at 25-26 and have seen more psychiatrists than I'd like to mention.
I finally found a doc to set me on Darvocet and Soma for maintenance, and am now trying the Lyrica in tandem. The Lyrica has only been 2 weeks, but the swelling and weight gain I'm not sure are worth it. Plus, I can't drive most of the time when I've taken it (50 mg 3Xday).
I have two children under school age and I need to be able to function, and the Lyrica seems to hinder that. We'll see if the side effects diminish. So far, I'd rather just be on my regular Darvocet/Soma regimen because it works and I don't get loopy or sleepy.
MMODES: My friends are sort of pitifully sympathetic. They don't understand at all. I look normal and act normal most of the time. My mom, sister, and grandmother all have the same DX of fibro, but not nearly as severe, and THEY don't even get it. I come from a "pull yourself up by your bootstraps" family. Also, b/c of the vicodin problem, they don't want me taking ANY meds b/c I'm now considered a drug addict by my mother, who by the way has the same doc I have and takes Vicodin and Skelaxin. Get that. I have no real support except for my husband who sees on a daily basis how bad it really is.
One question: I'm only 35, but I'm considering disability. I can't seem to hold down a steady job because I have so many bad days. I hate to live off of the "system," but I have paid into it all my life. Any advice?