Ridiculously Bad Pot Trip

Beings i have never "tripped" off of weed my guess is that it was laced. I had a really bad experience with weed the very last time i ever smoked. That was over 7 years ago. Right before i got pregnant the first time. I smoked it, and then my friends left and i was stuck at this house with this guy. Come to find out it was laced with coke. And to this day i can't smoke because i get that same feeling i had that one time. Even with drinking. I have not drank in about 7 years either. Number one cause of my family, and i don't want my daughter in that kind of surroundings, but cause i get that same crazy feeling. I don't know how to get rid of it. But I would like to have a beer, or two every now and then. ( after the baby of course )

I used to smoke weed now and then on ocasions, the first 2 times I smoked weed it gave me a nice feeling and I coudn't stop laughing.
but then the third time I had a Strange feeling.
Everething didn't look real it was just like I was in a dream. My reactions where very slow and I was Shaking all the time.
it was a horrible feeling but the next day it was over.
from then on I didn't smoke weed for about 6 months.
then I gave it an other try but the bad trip happend again but less worse. after that I smoked weed a couple of times but I never had a good feeling again (exept for once). The last time I smoked weed was the worsed time.
I had the same feeling as the first time i had a bad trip but then 10 times worse.
I was shaking realy bad and my hart was pumping realy realy fast and hard.
I had chestpain and, I had sore arms and my hands were cold. after 30 minutes someone took me to the hospital.
I almost past out a few times and when we arrived in the E.R. They gave my al sortes of thing in my vains.
none of them worked and they decided to gave me a meddicine for people with a weak hart.
the next they I was better but still it was the worsed experience of my live. I haven't smoked weed since then.

I had that exact same feeling last time I toked, although I'm a bit new (I've been smoking a gram a day for about a month) last week I decided to take a stimulant, as well as my daily dose of adderall, and then smoked about 3 grams of dank weed covered in hash oil. During the peak it was so bad I couldn't even recognize my friends sister, and I couldn't talk without yelling. I didn't feel normal till about 24 hours later.