grr, why does the world always seem to kick you when your down?

valkyrie isnt getting much better, trevors gone, my mum cant stay with us much longer because we live in military housing now, my brother may be going to iraq, we have no money (we had to scrounge to pay our first monthes rent) because the navy screwed up trevors pay, we have no food because social services screwed up my mums food stamps, valkyrie has outgrown 0-3 monthes clothes and size 1 diapers and we dont have much that she will fit in anymore, the place where i tore was bleeding last thursday and im afraid something happened but the doc said it was probably just irritated and to come in if it didnt stop by monday but it did

and on top of all that i feel like crap, on monday i had to go to the er because i took a shower and my hands swelled up for some reason and felt like they were on fire and i couldnt move them, now everytime they get wet it happens again and the doctors couldnt tell me what was wrong so they gave me 20 vicadin and sent me home, now im exausted nauseus and have a terrible headache

but i am going to boston on the 15th and maybe (hopefuly) wisconsin too

she is also sleeping through the night fannaly, from 9-10 until 7-8 its great

ugh but why do bad things have to happen in clusters?

~alicia~