I have just come to terms with this... I have been, for about 6 mos, purging after eating a lot, or/and drinking a lot (together), ex. wine.
I'm going to be open, and it may sound graphic but I'm not sure how else to say it.
I have not purged much, perhaps 30 times total. But recently, once a week. And about 4 days ago, I threw up, not just a little, I tried to get everything out. And for the last 3 days I've had a stomach pain, like, maybe an ulcer?
Now, my last period was due July 22 and it never came, and still hasn't. I had some tenderness in my breasts, as usual, but no period. I'm not pregnant, have not been sexually active, and did test just to be safe twice, both negative. (I was active 3 mos ago.)
I can't believe I'm here saying this, and that I let myself get here, when I could have just eaten healthy and exercised. I did that on and off but not consistently.
Does anyone have some experience with this, and maybe know if these two things, the period and the stomach pain, are from the bulimia? I'm almost positive the stomach thing is, I really was hard on it that time; usually I just do like 1/2 of what I ate.
I know this is awful, what I'm saying. I'm not doing it again. But I don't have health insurance right now, so can't go to a doctor.
Help?
Carrie, Florida