one of my good freinds just got surgery so he had a bunch of pills. one of them is valium. well i came over one day with my sister and another guy freind and he kept asking me if i wanted cause he was crushing them up. and im that person that tries everything once or until i get the effect of it . so i siad ok but only half of one. so he cut it in half and i took it . about half hour later more freinds came over and they are all pot smokers . and one of them was rolln and they asked if i wanted to take a hit . i didnt want to cause i just took valium but my freind [ the one who got surgery] was like its not a big deal . so i took a couple hits . and just sat there. my throat began to hurt so bad and the right side of my stomach felt like someone was punching me or grabbing me really hard. i went to go get some water but then all the effects rushed through me and i completly lost it .. it was the worst feeling ever . i ws standing and then i dropped back onto the couch and i put my hand over my eyes and everyone was asking if i was okay but i was in pain i couldnt answer. then in a flash everything went numb around me i couldnt concentrate on one thing . it was so bad though. it wasnt the normal feeling. i really felt like i was going to die . i was in so much pain and i felt like i was a strobe light . the only was i can explain it is as if every 2 seconds you black out and then comeback .

so i was sitting on the couch and i actually began crying cause of the pain so i begin to call my sisters name so she can come over and help me cause the blackouts were lasting longer and i thought i was just going to blackout and die. no joke . it was so bad. the only way i could concentrate and get back for just a little was if i held onto something really hard and just tried to focus but once i let go the strobe lights came on again.

its was so crazy though because i couldnt feel anything but if i wanted to do something i could do it .

when i freaked out on the couch everyone ran inside besides my sister and the freind i came with so that made me freak out more. but i got up eventually and went into my freinds bedroom where everyone was and my sister was helping me and she put me on the bed but i needed to walk around so i went to get up and before i knew it i was already out the door. it was like something chopped off my time. everything i did felt like that . like i was go to get water and im walking to the fridge and before i know it im sitting down drinking it . i dont know how it happened but it did.