How bad is it if i took 3
shots of captain, mixed vioxx, oxycodene,
and some other painkiller together after i
smashed em to dust. I feel a little queezy
but not like dieing or
anything
I just read through all of your posts and
about what's goin' on. I know sometimes
people with depression think that it will
pass and they will get better on there
own.
I want you to know that it's not your
fault AT ALL In a minute I will explain
why it's not your fault.. I know how it
feels to not even care about yourself
anymore. I was that over weight chubby kid
in high school who didn't get dates who
didn't wnat to go to school.
I actually used to read these quotes all
of the time for inspiration.
"No matter what u believe, live every day
as best u can, and have as much fun as u
can.4 it could all be over tomorrow."
(unknown)
"Being happy doesn't mean that everything
is perfect. It means that you have decided
to look beyond the imperfections."
"To avoid criticism do nothing say
nothing be nothing."
One of the biggest things I thought about
if I was feeling really down and out was
if I killed myself I would be gone and out
and then my family would be left to suffer
and that would be very selfish of me to do
that to them
THIS IS HUGE! THINK about where you are
NOW and where you could be in 5 years from
now. Like you said before you were
overweight and sat on the couch now you
have lost weight and you're athletic.
Thats like NIGHT and DAY!
HONESTLY I think you're a GREAT looking
guy and I thought that right as soon as I
saw your picture! you must portray
yourself as a good guy be confident write
down the good qualities about yourself,
because you are great! You're athletic,
you can meet goals, you have great writing
skills etc. Once you start finding the
good things about yourself show them off
confidence is very attractive! Make
yourself available.. I am sure lots of
girls have crushes on you!
But Hun THE main reason that I am writing
this is to tell you it's not your fault
NOT one bit, I truely believe that you do
have depression. Depression is when your
brain doesn't produce alot of serotonin.
serotonin has widespread and often
profound implications, including a role in
sleep, appetite, memory, learning,
temperature regulation, mood, sexual
behavior, cardiovascular function, muscle
contraction, and endocrine regulation.
Serotonin has been noted to produce an
inhibitory effect on the nervous system
that calms, soothes and generates feelings
of general contentment and satiation.
You're body probably isn't producing
enough of this and you should see a
doctor, because I can gaurentee this is
only going to help you.
Trust me on this one you should go to a
doctor. YOU will feel much better. I
remember my mom telling me to start taking
them when I was in High School, one day I
took the entire bottle and had to get my
stomach pumped. I was in a coma for 8
days. They thought forsure I would have
brain damage. After that my mom would give
me one each day and I would save them. I
owuldn't take them I didn't think I needed
them.
Finally I was confronted just like you.
Parents and other family members
challenged me to try this. (because they
loved me and wanted me to live most of all
because they cared.) I was convinced I
would prove them wrong by taking this
stupid 'magic pill' everyday.. YOU know
what I did and I started to feel better I
can't remember exactly, but I know it took
less than three months. Then they stopped
working I was sleeping all of the time and
feeling like crap, but remembered that
'good' feeling. I tried a different
antidepressant and POW it took 3 weeks,
but I was happy. I met someone and went to
college
College was much different for me. I
noticed that people there were mature!
They were fun! They didn't really care
what I looked like. I still did though.
So, I lost weight by the time I graduated
and went away to university (which I
didn't think possible, because I was
stupid) I ended up getting pretty good
grades in university and through out
university and teachers college I was a
model.
So, for someone who was going no where now
I teach people! I also work in a preschool
during the summers and care for infants.
WHICH is great because now I am not on
antidepressants I am happy, but only
because they helped me get there. I ALSO
had a huge part in helping myself.
SOOO I challenge you now.. You CAN do it.
Get the help. You will have a much better
time with your life. You will come to
recognize that things are how you make
them for yourself and you have it in you
to change and make things better. Please
take your families advice. PM me. I WILL
give you my personal email and add you to
my MSN and we can talk because I care.
PS alcohol is a depressant and will make
you feel worse.. HOWEVER, it may numb the
pain in the start, but for the following
few days you will just feel like S**** and
it just hurts you in the long run.
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Aryeani
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Feb 2007 Posts: 128 Location: Edinburg, Texas, United States
Posted: 07-31-07 23:52pm
KNB89
wrote:
Jack daniels is where its at
Although I do miss
the painkillers cus they just make u numb
...
Sweetie...making yourself numb is not the
answer. It's just a stalling tactic. I
know from experience that drugs, alcohol,
and painkillers won't make you better. You
just become addicted to the numb feeling
it gives you and then you rely on it. It's
not the right thing to do.
There are better things out there. But,
please don't go down that road. Take it
from me, it's hard to come back up the
road if you go too far.
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KNB89
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Jul 2007 Posts: 31
Posted: 08-01-07 00:06am
i don't know. I was a clean kid and just
in the last week i've started trying to
get a little messed up every night. I
bought weed from someone at work a few
days ago (still waiting for him to get
it) lol and the painkillers and alcohol
just started. Its weird cus I honestly
could give two cents whether or not my
parents find out i took the painkillers or
stole the booze. I mean i'm prettydrunk
right now but it makes you feel better
temporarily. I don't know but gettin a
little messed up each night has made me
feel better. I'm just trying to hold out
till college hopefullly that will be like
1000000x better than the HS i'm in now
because its full of Jewish american
princesses and rich preppy kids who pop
their collars. I've been in a private
school since second grade and I never
really conformed. I hate my school because
EVERYONE thinks their better than they
are. meh... i'm just rambling now. The
jacks are talking but thanks for listening
anyway....
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Dale123
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Jul 2007 Posts: 697 Location: Barrie, On Canada
Posted: 08-01-07 00:33am
KNB89
wrote:
i don't know. maybe i'm just
f**ked up. I was a clean kid and just in
the last week i've started trying to get a
little messed up every night. I bought
weed from someone at work a few days ago
(still waiting for him to get it) lol and
the painkillers and alcohol just started.
Its weird cus I honestly could give two
starts whether or not my parents find out
i took the painkillers or stole the booze.
I mean i'm pretty f'ing drunk right now
but it makes you feel better temporarily.
I don't know but gettin a little messed up
each night has made me feel better. I'm
just trying to hold out till college
hopefullly that will be like 1000000x
better than the HS i'm in now because its
full of Jewish american princesses and
rich preppy kids who pop their collars.
I've been in a private school since second
grade and I never really conformed. I
f'ing hate my school because EVERYONE
thinks their the S**T. meh... i'm just
rambling now. The jacks are talking but
thanks for listening anyway....
DID you read my entire post.
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Dale123
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Jul 2007 Posts: 697 Location: Barrie, On Canada
Posted: 08-01-07 00:47am
the_girlfreind
wrote:
listen
high school sucks
thats why i dropped out
(not to say that dropping out is the thing
to do)
(be careful of your
words)
Highschool is GOOD thats how people get
careers etc. Unless you want your career
to be volunteer or mcdonalds then I would
suggest getting an education. Dropping out
is giving up. No point in giving up
because it just hurts you in the end. Its
a free education. Take advantage of it! I
thought you dropped out because you got
pregnant.
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Dale123
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Jul 2007 Posts: 697 Location: Barrie, On Canada
Posted: 08-01-07 00:49am
Aryeani
wrote:
KNB89
wrote:
Jack daniels is where its at
Although I do miss
the painkillers cus they just make u numb
...
Sweetie...making yourself numb is not the
answer. It's just a stalling tactic. I
know from experience that drugs, alcohol,
and painkillers won't make you better. You
just become addicted to the numb feeling
it gives you and then you rely on it. It's
not the right thing to do.
There are better things out there. But,
please don't go down that road. Take it
from me, it's hard to come back up the
road if you go too
far.
Once you rely on it then you wont get
better at some point your body will get
used to it or it will kill you and then
think of how many people you're hurting to
make yourself feel better. I just think
commiting suicide is the most selfish
thing someone can do. It ruins peoples
lives
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sillyakchick
Supporter
Joined: 12 Apr 2007 Posts: 2700
Thanks: 6
Thanked:1
Posted: 08-01-07 10:15am
Chase, please resfrain from posting your
own personal issues on someone else's
post. If you have a problem with a
community member, inform a mod or admin,
but please do not do it in the midst of
someone elses post. The forums are for
support only.
Although I do miss
the painkillers cus they just make u numb
... 
