I'm So Stressed And I Need Someone to Help Me Get Through It Posted: 07-26-07 19:34pm
my mom is schizophrenic and shes always
calling me and saying weird abnormal
things like she sees spirits and its
really hard on me. when im out with my
friends she always calls me ans picks me
up early and says she needs me home. and
its eally hard to hang out with some of my
friends because they dont wanna be here
with her. her driving scares me and she
alwaysa scremas mean things at me and
sometimes hits me.
also i really think getting a boyfriend
would help me out allot, buy every guy i
like doesn't like me or yells at me or
makes fun of me or leads me on then
crushes me. for example i like this guy
and hes told me so many things that he
likes me he doesnt he wants to be just
friends and all this stuff but he leads me
on my like always hugging me and asking me
to do things with him and tell me he loves
me and to sit next to him. and i really
like him. but its hard because the the
last guy i thought i was in love with
turned out gay and it crushed me inside.
i also think that everything i do is wrong
and that people hate me.
and i think im bi-polar because ill get
depressed for no reason then get all happy
out of know where and i also think i have
an ager problem because i get angry very
easily and i just wanna kick and punch
things.
thanx for reading. by
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Fairy*Godmother
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Hi Posted: 07-26-07 19:45pm
Boy howdy you are going through some
crappy times girlfriend. Not sure where
you are located, but if you have a local
mental health dept or even a health dept.
that could tell you where you could go to
talk to someone. You sound as though you
are depressed and you Mother is not
helping matters. She sounds like she is
contributing to your problems. You really
do need to find someone in the
professional field, as I stated local
helath department could direct you in the
right direction. Everything you do is not
wrong....and I don't hate you.....You very
well could have an anger management
problem, but you aren't to blame for htis
either. Look at the BS you are having to
deal with. Please look into going and
talking to a couselor, lots of places are
free. This is not somehting you can deal
with on your own! Alwasy here if you need
me! Hope I've helped you some! 8ys
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sanjayk
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 28 Jul 2007 Posts: 16 Location: ,
Need to Overcome Fear And Let Go All Anxiety !! Posted: 07-28-07 06:55am
I would suggest that you commit to God all
fear and anxiety besides consulting a
Doctor.Other way to escape this would be
to visit a relative like cousin sister or
brother and be away from your mom for a
time.
This will atleast help you in the sense
that your situation does not get worse.
Also you seem to have a terrible unknown
fear that you are doing wrong which is not
the case always. You need a person who can
love you and affirm your thinking. You
must be having someone in your family who
loves you. Try to visit that family
member.
Always HOPE for a better future. It WILL
COME.......
