i just wanted to write a post because im really bored, and im trying to pass the time until i get to go watch dr phil, in six minutes
well lets start off with meat, i know this isn't exciting but for me it is. i haven't had meat in 6 days

and i've gotten back on weight watchers, it's been 5 days. i started out at 165 pounds and i weighed myself this morning and i was at 161, so it's a good start and im happy!
i went on a walk around the park, did it about 4 times and my legs were soooo sore, i seriously hate walking by myself, i get so bored, so i went to walmart today and bought a mountain bike! it's hot pink and it's really cute, so im going to start going for bike rides, hopefully that'll help me tone up and stuff!
this weekend im going to the keith urban concert and then on monday me and my cousins are going to worlds of fun, a great amusement park about 45 minutes from my house, im excited! (i just hope i don't get my feet cut off)
and me and tommy have been doing really really great. he's helping me diet, he told me that he thinks im perfect the way i am, but he wants me to do it for me (i was crying to him about it, he wasnt telling me to diet out of the blue) because he wants me to see myself the way he does, so he's helping me out and giving me tips and stuff. lately we've just been doing really good, i think i annoyed him last night though but he'll get over it

it's been about almost 3 weeks since our last "fight" and it was tiny and lasted like 20 minutes and he ended up saying 'come here terter' and kissed me on the 4head

so all in all im feeling happy.
and last night he sent this to me, he made it in photoshop. he knows i like polkadots and stripes, and the hibiscus flower and pink and brown are my favorite colors

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sigh, a positive post from me for once!