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Q: I'm So Alone
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i_will_pretend_to_hug_you
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the story goes like this.
I'm 16 years old,i wouldn't say i'm ugly but i'm not exactly for Men's Health cover page.. sure,i fooled around with few girls,but that was always for one night,and we were mostly drunk... i never had a girlfriend,i was laughed at in school (never mind why) and it kind of fuc*ed me up as a person,i am very shy so i am afraid to aproach a girl,but i think no girl ever showed interest for me..my mother is very sick, sister and brother moved out of the apartment..
My mother and father are very protective of me,they wont let me out,but when they do, i can be till 11' max. it was like this before but now it got worst because few months back they found marijuana in the apartment so they put me up to the worst 6 months of my life...
also,i had many friends ,now i only have 1 ,and he is ignoring me all the time so i wouldn't call him a friend..
my parents are old school,so they are very strict...
my life is like falling apart,i know it's mostly teen age crysis.. but i dunno how much i'm going to take it...i'm just so alone
everyone around me has a girlfriend,goes out,have's a great time,and i'm home.. just alone,no one calls ,i havent got a call from a friend in moths..
I just want someone to hug me,just to feel I have someone that cares about me,that understands me..
i sometimes think of killing myself,but then I couldn't do that to my mother and father..it would break their hearts..
last 4 years 9 people very kind to me died..so i was shooked untill this year..and then this. I jUST CAN't TAKE IT ANYMORE.. i can be in my room for days..just.. crying...
i just want someone to give me a hug,and tell me it's going to alright,but no..no one even cares, I'm sorry for this long post.. just i don't know who to talk to..
Sry for my english
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Fairy Godmother
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i_will_pretend_to_hug_you
New User
Fairy*Godmother thank you for this,I really needed to hear something like this... when i was reading your post,tears started falling from my eyes...not because i'm sad but because someone took a second to help me with my problem..i appreciate that..
you really know how to put a person in the mood to get up and do something about his life..
i will try to start looking at things from a bright side,and just pray for things to get better..again..thanks allot for this post,i really felt like someone gives a dam*.Yes,i felt your hug thank you!
you really know how to put a person in the mood to get up and do something about his life..
i will try to start looking at things from a bright side,and just pray for things to get better..again..thanks allot for this post,i really felt like someone gives a dam*.Yes,i felt your hug
thank you!
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blulyneguy
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Fairy Godmother
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SO very happy I could even be here to help you and it does my heart good to know you at elast feel not so alone.....and feel those big bear hugs I am sending out to you. depression sucks.bee nthere for well over 40 years. I jsut hate to see soemone as yourng as you throw in the towel and allow themselves to be so alone and hurt.....when life ispassing htem by and it really is worth living! Promise me you will go out and do somthing positive tomorrow..............and the next day and the next. You can help people just as I have and the wonderful feeling you get is unbelievable! None like you've ever felt. It feels so very good to feel needed and not so alone! I am always here if you need me. You can always PM me if you need too! BLessings to you and keep up that chin dude! Kiss Kiss nad hugs galore! 
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i_will_pretend_to_hug_you
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Kureji
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Hey guy, welcome to the boat I've been sitting in my whole life.. I've been depressed since childhood because of things like this, because I'm a physical monster. I may not be able to say the comforting words other people on here are, but I just wanted you to know that there are other people depressed like this that want to help each other, (I'm 17, depression since 5). I just wanted you to know that I feel for you, and sympathize 100%. If you wanted someone in the same situation as you to talk to, I'm here, and I kinda want someone to talk to myself. 
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