I can't even stand it any more. I never
get a boner when I see a hot girl or
anything and rarely ever when I watch
porn. I have to masturbate cause without
that it just wont get hard. Also when I am
masturbating if I just stop for a few
second my penis starts to quickly get un
hard and in like 10 seconds it's like
completely limp. I have no idea what is
going on. I am really nervous that when I
am about to get a blowjob or something
like that from a girl I will pull my pants
down and I can't get hard

I mean
I had so many times of doing it with a
girl but these problems I have stop me,
cause I don't want to get embarresed or
anything.I masturbate once or twice a day,
maybe I should stop? I started to occur
this problem like last year. So I am
wondering do I have anything wrong with me
not being able to get hard without
masturbating and then really quickly
getting un hard?
Lastly, I have a foreskin and it's fine
and everything but I am really embarrsed
of it. I hear guys laughing about it and
makng fun of it like it's horrible and
everything. I am also embarrsed to take a
shower with the guys because I think they
will laugh at my penis and how it looks.
Im not even Jewish!

So I
don't know if girls mind the foreskin or
they like it. Cause for all I know I could
be just abotu to have sex with her, I whip
down my pants, she sees it and then just
walks away and tells everyone and I'll be
so embarrsed.
All of these problems have got me really
depressed over the past few months an I
think it's getting serious. I don't really
flirt with girls anymore cause I am afraid
if they go into my pants I won't get hard
or they won't like the foreskin. It seems
like my life is revolving around my penis
because I am truthfully a horny guy inside
and I really wanna have sex but this
problem just stops me. I find myself
crying over my penis and having a
foreskin. Im only 15 so I can't get my
foreskin cut off plus I am way to
embarrsed to ask my parents.
So what do I do? Is there something wrong
with me? Is there anything that I can do
or stop to get me getting hard again.
Cause I know people right at the site of a
naked image on the computer or a hot girls
walks by they get hard. With me, I can't
Please, I really need some serious answers
because it is ruining my life.