I'm still mostly ignoring milletics every
time s/he talks about the bible or tries
to force it upon me. The funny thing is of
course, that I have read it, and I've
actually studied it. Studied in the
academic sense, not the religious sense. I
realized from a young age how ridiculous
the whole thing was. Perhaps you find it
sad, a ten year old girl who didn't
believe in magic. Maybe God shouldn't have
killed my puppy.
Lol. That's certainly not the only reason
I'm not Christian, but it was one of the
turning points. I used to pray to God
every single night. Say hello, chat a bit,
talk about my day, and then go to bed.
After my puppy died, I screamed at God in
my nightly talks. I told him I hated him,
and that he was the sickest person in the
world. Lightning didn't come down. I
lived. Hm...
I was still christian for many years. I
even "gave myself to Jesus" again about
twice. But something in my head always
pulled me back to the world of logic and
sensibilities again. I couldn't just
"believe".
I would personally wear a rosary around
all the time if I could find a good one. I
think Jesus was super. Can't say wrong
about a guy who was willing to die for
people - even if he is made up. I dunno. I
don't believe any of the magic tricks from
the Bible; my brain hits me when I try to.
Logic just makes too much sense. But I'm
not christian, so if I wore a rosary, I'd
also like to wear something to represent
buddhism too, like a lotus or something.
Maybe I should design a crucifix (it's
important that it has a dying jesus on it)
that instead of that circle behind it, has
a lotus flower... that would be pretty.
All right, I've rambled and if you've made
it the whole way through, I'm sorry for
putting you through it lol. A summary: I
am not christian. If I could found a
philosophy around Jesus the dude and
Buddha the dude, I totally would. Don't
know what I'd call it... Peaceism or
something. And the lotus-crucifix is the
symbol lol.
Hm, my rant started off all angry, but she
got me talking about my philosophies and
that always makes me groove. Buddha,
Jesus, you guys had the right key.
Come on guys, can't we all just get along?