acid has also ruined my life. i hate to admit and hope that i will change and go back to the way i used to be, but i seriously doubt it because it was like two years ago that i had the really bad trip that i never really recovered from. I couldn't fall asleep and the anxiety and depression have not changed , i still carry them everywhere i go. it sucks and i think about suicide too. i should have listened to those people that said acid was dangerous. it can illicit the most horrible parts of your psyche, the parts that should never be brought up. smoke weed but stay away from the hullocinogens are be very careful when you do do them.