and i wound up taking like.. 3 hits of k,
a pill of e, and then some acid around 1
am sunday..
it was my first time taking acid and k..
i thought everyone wanted to kill me and
take my money in my pocket
i kept hearing screams of people being
murdered near me...
it was like all of reality outside of the
rave was just a void.. and everything in
the rave was a malevolent force that
wanted to walk up behind me and stab me in
the back and leave me there...
i think i cried a few times but i dont
know.. a guy i hung out with that was in a
k-hole kept saying i kept standing up and
sittinh down.. and saying i wanted to find
my hobbit hole...
i thought my best friends there wanted me
to die...
and it was so cold!! i was walking from
the lavatories and back and it took
centuries... and i was so cold.. it was
like the arctic..
i was wearing shorts...
i swore i had ice forming on my shins..
and i had no one to talk to...
and everyone was screaming and wanted to
kill me..
oh i tried walking around in the dark but
i think i fell down alot... but i dont
know
i think a lot of stuff happened.. i dont
know.. my entire perception of reality was
shattered...
i contemplated suicide 10 times a second..
but i wasnt being sad about it... it just
made sense.. what else was i going to
do... it just seemed right...
it seemed like the grass was on fire
whenever i tried to leave my seat... i
couldnt leave my camp.. i forgot where i
was anyways...
i kept trying to be logical
and come up with reasons for what was
going on...
but i kept defeating my own logic..
it was one helluva fight to keep control
of a fight with.. myself.. idk...
at one point it seemed to me like i had
every process in the universe held in my
head in a ball of red whispy yarn.. and i
was just pulling it apart willy nilly
while people were screaming in pain...
and the seagulls were shooting lasers..
im still kind of tripping...
while things go to normal soon?
im really lonely...
i dont know how i got home..
i dont think anyone cares anyways...
im just messed up
medical question it
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young Girl
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Posted: 07-22-07 22:45pm
yeah you know how bad tat shhhit is for
you?
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keeljoo
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Joined: 22 Jul 2007 Posts: 3
Posted: 07-22-07 22:46pm
i have no real desire to go back to that
place in my mind... whenever i leave it
that is.. if i havent left already.. or
something. but yeah no more acid for me..
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Hollyberries
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Posted: 07-22-07 22:48pm
This is exactly why i have never tried it
lol
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keeljoo
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Posted: 07-22-07 22:49pm
it was ironic because i had a bunch of k
heads coming down around me.. and they
were just so negative.. talking about how
they hated everyone at the rave and how it
all should just burn to the ground...
people coming out of k-holes are scary
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EklipseX
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Posted: 07-23-07 17:46pm
Yeah acid should definatly be a one time
thing. Two tabs of acid alone causes
irreversible damage to your brain. I find
it to be a very intriguing substance and
have always had a desire to try it. A
rave is probably not the best scene to
take acid in however. I'd prefer to drop
it Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas style.
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EklipseX
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Posted: 07-23-07 17:48pm
And the paranoia was a side effect of one
of the drugs. I think the acid may have
fueled it and turned the feeling of
paranoia into your trip. That is what
people call a bad trip, which is why many
people stay far away from the drug.
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young Girl
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Posted: 07-23-07 17:51pm
ive done it a few times on starburst and
souir skittles
and once on a joint paper
but nope
its really bad
stay away from that stuff
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Posted: 07-27-07 14:02pm
Wow.
The more I hear about raves these days
makes me scared for everyone who goes and
thinks that they have to get f*ed up just
to have fun. I have gone to my fair share
of them and done my fair share of the
candy that runs rampid within the
lifestyle. I just wonder how many
generations of lil' ravers it is going to
take to make people understand how bad
these drugs are.
The combo of drugs you took is highly
toxic. I would only imagine the bad
effects that you might have.
I would highly recommend taking a look as
to why you are doing these drugs. They
are very dangerous. K???? Why would you
want to snort a cat tranquilizer???? Just
doesn't sound appealing to me. And then
when you are on it, you don't know what or
where you are. Hmmm...Not fun.
I don't know how old you are, but I am
just speaking from experience and I would
suggest that you really try to find other
activities.
If I sound harsh I am not trying to be,
it's just that for me it's like....been
there done that 10 years ago and wouldn't
go back for nothing.
Feel free to PM me if you have any
questions or if you need any help.
I would be glad to share my experiences
with you.
Take care
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sillyakchick
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Posted: 08-01-07 12:19pm
I didn't know acid was still around. I
tried it many many times a lon time ago.
i kept hoping for a good trip like
everyone else was having, but it almost
always ended up in a disastrous state of
paranoia and vomiting. Making me the
world's worst party date ever. I actually
had an appendix attack while tripping, but
since it always made me sick, i didn't do
anything about it until about 16 hours
later when my 'pendix burst and i got
really sick. i went to have surgery while
still seeing trails and it was the most
frightening experience of my life. Thus,
I have not done drugs like that since.
For me, I am a type-A personality who
likes to be in control of myself, and I
think I had a really hard time
surrendering my self-control to a drug.
Didn't like it at all. Also, I did meet
some interesting people who had blown
their minds completely on various
substances, and I knew that I did not want
to end up like that. I am happy to have
my wits about me. Just so that you know,
it is not going to be better the next
time, so keep this experience close to
your heart and don't go whirling around on
all those substances again.
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BullZye
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Joined: 12 Jul 2007 Posts: 112
Posted: 08-04-07 11:11am
Acid/LSD is actually one of the safest
drugs out there.
It was your first time trying K AND acid?
Then why the hell would you mix them both
for a first experience? Thats just asking
for trouble... You deserve whatever you
got.
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young Girl
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Posted: 08-04-07 11:16am
BullZye
wrote:
Acid/LSD is actually one of
the safest drugs out there.
It was your first time trying K AND acid?
Then why the hell would you mix them both
for a first experience? Thats just asking
for trouble... You deserve whatever you
got.
ugh what?!?! safest?! are you fro
serious?!?!
im sorry but thats not true
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BullZye
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 12 Jul 2007 Posts: 112
Posted: 08-04-07 19:05pm
Physically safe... Yes.
There is no physical harm done from LSD.
Don't just say its not safe, go out and
explain yourself and prove it.
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Kia
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Posted: 08-06-07 05:14am
That is correct.
Acid, ecstacy and speed are all physically
safe - technically.
The problems are:-
what other people have cut the drugs with
what the person taking the drugs does (ie
allows themselves to
overheat/dehydrate/drinks to much
water/mixes with alcohol/mixes with other
drugs/etc)
and the amount taken - because you don't
know what any drug has been cut with you
don't really know the amount you are
taking.
example an ecstacy tablet could be 50%
talc (one of the nicer things it could be
cut with!) and the next week you might get
one that is almost pure - in other words
nearly double strength!
people often go silly and take too much -
"cuz it make e'm look big" - so they
think.
alcohol and regular tabacco are physically
more damaging and have more severe long
term effects.
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woops
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Joined: 31 Jul 2007 Posts: 222
Posted: 08-06-07 06:22am
I just don't freaking get how people
aren't paranoid when not on the drugs, and
then when they take them they are.
Shouldn't it be the other way around? Do
you think that you are safe or what?
Your feelings of paranoia at this place
were quite sane and logical, most of these
people are very bad people, and yes, you
were in a very dangerous situation, you
just realized it, and for some reason,
before taking these drugs you were unaware
of it. The question is why not be
paranoid?
You'd be crazy not to be.
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tt88
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Joined: 21 Jul 2007 Posts: 2
Posted: 08-10-07 15:14pm
I had a very similar experience on
mushrooms.
I have never been able to talk to anyone
about the whole experience. It happend
about 5 months ago, and every once in a
while I get flash backs of the experience.
My friends saw the absolute worse of me.
Without wanting to, I opened up way more
information about myself then I wanted to,
alot of things I'm very insecure about.
But it all played into this trip where I
had zero control whatsoever of my actions
or thoughts, it was all my most deep and
inner feelings being poured out when I
didn't want them to.
The worst two parts of the trip I can
remember are me telling my friends I was
gay, when I'm not at all. I went on about
some other caca, and started to trip out
really hard, but I can't remember the
small details that well. But this
happening has made me really insecure
about my sexuality, even though I know I'm
not gay. The event is just plauging my
mind, I just want to understand what it
means.
The second part I remember was being
morphed to the top of a mountain, where
all my friends walked up from different
sides and we started discussing our roles
in our friendship with each other. When it
came to me, I was told I was the messed up
one, that I'm a failure, there were other
things said, but I don't remember them
very well. I have never confronted my
friends about it, so I'm not sure if the
event actually happend or if I was
tripping out, but it seems too real.
That was the worst part of the trip
emotionally, the whole day I would flash
in and out of these types of episodes,
like you, I thought all my friends wanted
to kill me, but in several different
little episodes, I got in a fight with my
best friend. I experienced so many strong
emotions about 90% of which were bad. The
whole trip has totally changed who I am
today. At least 2 times a week I get a
flashback of what happend, and it is
terrifying.
Right now I feel more depressed and lonely
then I have ever felt in my life, I find
myself thinking about suicide more and
more but I believe if I can somehow
interpret what the trip ment, I would be
alot more happy, and be able to have a
little bit of peace of mind. I just don't
know how to do it. I truely believe I
tested the edge of sanity.
Sorry to steal spotlight from you're
thread, but I feel were in the same boat.
Thanks to anyone who read that, I haven't
ever talked about it to anyone since it's
happend.
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betsy-sue
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Posted: 09-22-08 12:48pm
first off your dumb.
taking 3 hits of k your first time...not a
good idea.
toping that off with
some acid and x......not very bright
either.
its people like you that make everyone
else scared to try acid. and from the
sounds of it.....you were trying to show
off. so you got what you got.
don't listen to idiots like this.
1 hit of acid is not going to
make the world crack open and make devil
apes come out.......
the most one hit of acid is going to do
is....
make you laugh...chain smoke ....and stay
up all night.
its people like you, that put fear into
people heads.
your the reason i didn't trip until i was
19.
walls don't start melting until you get up
to 5 hits.
take my advice and don't be like this guy.
showing off with something you have never
done before is stupid.