The other night i started wigging out twitching and stuff after repeatedivley looking at my self in the mirror i drove my self to insnaity or something i believe i have some sought of ocd ,to make a long story short i was really in panic mode of some sought and i got tooken away in ambulance and went to the physicatric center and after they gave me a shot in the behind it made me feel slowed down and my heart started to race real fast evenutally i started having a panic attack after the shot i was feelng like hell like i was dying all i kept saying was oh my god who am i sir what is life what is life and i kept thinking that i was dying and i couldnt understand who i was or where i was or anything for the next 1 hour my heart was racing so hard that if i didnt move back and 4th or pace while grabbing my chest i felt my heart would of jumped out and i would of ainted and died i kept holding my chest and my heart i felt like i was going to pass out and i was pacing in the room i was dillusional and dizzy and seeing stars and it was HELL if it exist i been there i never felt nothing like this in my entire life it was like a nightmare you cant escape i couldnt sit still and they gave me a ekg after 4 attempts it was the absolutley worse feeling in my life i couldnt understand anything i couldnt understand what peoples face meant ad what people were i eventually fell asleep after forcing myself to after sucking up the pain in my chest and my nerves and woke up with a fog head like it feels something is in my head like a depression pain acorss my head like i wanted to cry like i wanna cry but i cant it was like whining and crying with out the tears and i cant really respond well and i eyes hurt really there is so much tension pain in my eyes my vision is really bad though to begin with and i dont wear glassees and my blood pressure was pretty high after 5 test's i believe in the 130's im only 19 and i took tabs of 5htp that maybe me feel some what happier and uppied my mood but i cant sleep too well in every position my eyes and head hurt and my body is twitching some and i feel like crying for no reason im doing the sprout whine with out tears just the typical aww Ugh feeling like something is wrong but i cant id it....
what can this be
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