Don't be scared, I was 15 when I found out I was pregnant, and everything turned out just fine. Even though you and him don't get along and don't speak dosen't mean that you wont be able to take care and love your baby. You should be happy,and you should cherish this as she said. Just think of the beautiful baby inside of you you, be excited about it, what it is going to be a boy or girl, seeing the ultrasound , the baby for the first time. This baby needs you in it's future. It deserves your love. You don't need a man to take care of a baby the way it sounds is that your better off with out him. You need a loving and caring enviroment.I would go to the doctor so you can experience hearing the baby's heartbeat for the first time, I think that would brighten your day

Ijust want you to know it will be alright, my baby is now 6 years old and going to first grade and she is beautiful!I also think you should talk to someone close to about your feelings, maybe your mother and just really truly tell her how you feel.

Good luck and I wish the best for you!