Hey girl ...

No wonder you are feeling upside down, High School eh... I can't imagine what that's like there as we in England don't have High School ...
However, we had Secondary School 11-16 years old, then College if you want to progress to Higher Education ... but it's all scary, and I felt scared on my first days there. As long as you realise, your friends are probably all just as aprehensive as you ... so talk to them, see if they also feel the same way, go for a Coke and something you feel good to eat, be it a salad or even a Burger if you want it. You need to eat, if you are worried about your weight, then please please please eat healthily rather than not eat at all.

Ginger

You really need to talk to your parents about how you are feeling. Eating disorders are quite serious, and you may think you can control it....but you can't. It's just not that easy. Believe me, I know. Please don't start making yourself throw up or stop eating. You don't want to go through that...it is very hard to stop. Some people don't stop until it's too late. Just try to eat smaller portions and get some exercise. I know it's easier said than done, but try not to worry about school. PLEASE, talk to your family and maybe even your doctor about how you feel. High school is not that big of a deal at all. Once you get started, you'll see that it's not that bad. Best of luck!