i need help, and reading your story is quite motivating because it shows me that im not alone. i do realize i am in the same position as many others and only recently have i actually realized that i DO need to do something about it.
My hair used to be so strong and thick, its still as long as its always been, but its thinner than it has ever been. My hair really is my safety blanket. i love my hair, and as sad as it sounds, im trying to get better for the sake of my hair. i feel that if i have something to focus on then it will help me get back to normal.
i have been anorexic, bulimic for 2 years now and its only now that i really WANT to get better.
i have a friend who is similar to me, i dont know if she is also bulimic, but i know she definitely struggles with food. talking to her helps, but i havent told her about my bulimia - its embarrassing. But i need help, but i do want to try and help myself first, through self-help, before resorting to therapy.
Please advise.
and yes, sorry its so long! but as the previous blogger said, it is good to just type, talk, or write about it. It clears your mind.
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