Well, paul deployed today, I didn't think it would upset me as much as what it has, I should be used to this by now................. Cailey cried for her daddy to get off the ship and cuddle her, but he couldn't, amber was obliviouse to it all.
All I wanted was to say a proper good bye but there was too many news crews around and we got no privacy, cause as soon as we cuddled or kissed they were there with their cameras, the up side of it is that my girls were splashed all over the news and they will be in the papers tomorrow, so I atleast got to show off my babies, as sad as the occasion was................. Well thats the life I chose I suppose,
please keep my family in your prayers, I would appreciate it.
Cherie