Hey everyone,
I have been online for the last few weeks typing in symptoms and trying to diagnose myself. It started about 6 years ago while I was eating dinner. I got a rush and immediatly thought I was going to pass out. from there came palpaltations and chest pains and I rushed to the emergency room crying unable to breath and was told I was having an anxiety attack.
It didn't happen to me again until about a year ago. My jaw would become tight and I would feel like I couldn't get enough air into my lungs. I would try to keep yawning to get relief. I would also start to, what felt like shiver, on the inside. I began getting stabbing headaches on my left side into my eye and around my ear. I would become very irritable to everyone around me.
About a week ago I began having chest pains at work. They were off an on at first and then that night I woke up and I felt really alone and instantly began to panic again. I went out on the couch and turned on the tv hoping I could get my mind off of it. It did not work and I have been in a non stop anxious state for the last week. I have had an MRI a chest x-ray, a spine x-ray, an ekg, a ct scan of my head, 2 trips to the emergency room and I am soooo frustrated!!
I am only 25 and I feel like my life is over. I was put on Buspar but I am so afraid of becoming dependant on meds that I rarely take it. I can't even make it through the grocery store anymore without having an attack. I am so scared of developing agoraphobia. It is reassuring to know others suffer from the same thing. Some peoples stories are identical to my experiences. My irritable moods have changed into constant crying from fear and exhaustion and I just need help.
Has anyone else ever been prescribed Buspar (buspirone)? Does anyone know anything about it?
Heather