I went through a miscariage, and it was horrible.. We decided to have the baby on New Years, and then 2 weeks later it had died.... I was only at 8 weeks ( and it died at 5 ). It was the worst experience of my life, i wont lie to you. But i promise it will start to get easier. Morn as much as you need to, its only natural. I would also maybe recommend thearpy..... So you can talk to someone about whats going on, and maybe they can help you along with the healing process.
If you ever want to talk, pm me. It took me along time, and i still get sad.. And i got pregnant when i was young to, and i had no one to talk to, and my boyfriend wasnt even there while i was going through it (which still hurts me to this day)... But it wasnt his fault. Anyways, im hear for you and so are a lot of other people on this forum.
I know it will be hard, but you will get through it.