Feb 2006, I had a stage 1 breast cancer. I had 2 tumors at my right breast. I had mastectomy and radiation therapy. taking or not tamixofen was not an easy decision. There was the doctors pressure, the family worries and worst of all my own conscience.I battled with my "internal fears" for months. Was I making the right choice? After all the doctors are the "experts". I have 2 boys (4 and

. I had the responsibility to stay alive. Then I decided that with tamoxifen the only guarantee I had was a 5 years survival. I was healthy, happy and full of determination. I decided that I wanted to live to see my boys as men and my grand children. I decided that tamixofen was not an option as it was only offering a miserable 5 years with loads of risks, treatments inconvinience. I realised that whatever my decision I will always asking myself if it was the right decision. Then I decided to move beyong my fears and to give myy body a chance to repare itself. We are now 3 years later. I feel healthier than I have ever been. I'm more fit than I have ever been (Gym on a daily basis). I eat healthy diet, with loads of fruits and vegetables. I'm looking for internal peace and I'm looking forward to the next 20 years eagerly.
It doesn't matter how long I will live. But I'm now leaving the most beautifull years of my life.
Love.