LOl well to many this subject might be a little on the stupid side, but I still want some answers.


SO..Jealousy....

well ookay, Im a jealous person of course. well with my bf. Not all the time thought. I dont get jealous when he talks to girls that I know and that he has introduced to me or at least told me about them. I get jealous when he has text from girls that I dont even know. and suddently Ive been really jealous of one of his girl friends. She is cool and friendly, but lately they have been really close, texting a lot. and I guess what gets me mad the most is with myself. I should look at his text, but when he tells me to read a text that he received, I just get the urge to check out the rest. I see that he talk to his chick friend about us. I guess Im just scared and insecure because we borke up not too long ago but he want to be part of my life, so he still treats me like Im his gf.

Yesterday we were playin gamecube and he tells me" I jacked off yesterday" and Im like "okay?"
and hes like "yeah to pictures of girls in bikinies."

and for some strange reason that fired me up! lol its crazy but it did.
I was like really mad. it got to me. I would think about it over and not wanting to but had a mental picture of it.

I dont know if its because I believe Im not good enough that he has to go and look at "hott" girls. or the fact that he told me, was it nessesary?

I got mad, really mad, I was surprised about how mad I was.

I guess I get mad easily now because we broke up but he is still here, he tells people that he has gf (me) and on myspace he still has in a relationshop, yet he tells me we arent together.