Ive been ermm..struggling..with this for a while I guess you could say.
Ive never really been satisfied with my weight...Or more like what it makes me look like.
I'm 17, I'm 5'6"-7"ish and I have a 31 inch waist, 39 inch hips and a very uneven 36 inch bust(which I'm trying to find any way I can to even it out..)
I weigh around 140-145. It was 145 last I checked but it was with clothes on and on a very looney scale. So Im guessing somewhere in between those numbers.
I'm a fairly self concious person. My boyfriend and all of my friends say Im absolutely beautiful the way I am and all that...but I never feel like it.
I have a fair amount of stomach pudge...I can definately pinch an inch. I admit it isnt too bad, but its enough to make me feel self concious.
I tend to eat what feels like quite a bit..
I eat about 4-5 small meals a day rather than 3 big ones...I really dont know why. its just the way Ive always been. but the past few months I feel like Im eating a LOT. Then when I actually write it all down I realize its not usually that much, but I still feel like I ate way too much for the day. It doesnt help that Im a late nighter and tend to eat at night but that never really affected me too much in the past. Its only been maybe since summer started that the whole night eating thing really started getting to me.
I keep thinking Im borderlining a normal/average body weight to overweight...
Am I really just extremely paranoid or should I really try to do something to fix this? My boyfriend is gonna help me at least tone out my stomach a little with some exercises he knows, so if I see any results from that I might feel a little better...
But is there anything I can do to help myself on this besides exercise? Im a fairly picky eater...so Im really not sure what to do here..