Thyroid & Quality of Life

My quality of life is disgustedly compromised from complications of follicular thyroid cancer. Thyroid issues has been a problem for me since approximately the age of 29, I am now 36. For the first few years I was diagnosed with hyperthyroidism, then by the age of 32 it turned into thyroid cancer which resulted in a total thyroidectomy that same year (2006). Since then I’ve suffered from symptoms relating to hypoglycemia, such as, extreme fatigue, insomnia, mental confusion, nausea, nervousness, mood swings, faintness, extreme migraines & depression, heart palpitations, sweet carvings, forgetfulness, dizziness, and hunger spells. To top it off I cannot make a bowel movement with supplements, there’s constant weight gain, and hair loss. Test after test show normalcy in high blood pressure, diabetes, high cholesterol, and sugar levels but “something got to give.” My thyroid level fluctuates and is now at an all time low. As of two year ago I was diagnosed with Polycystic Ovary Syndrome, my estrogen is low, and testosterone is high. Today, I see a psychiatrist, psychologist, OBGYN, endocrinologist, dermatologist, and seeking the expertise of a headache specialist. I take a number of antidepressants, levoxyl 150, vitamin D, calcium, senna, and birth control pills for estrogen. Often I struggle with suicidal thoughts because I feel so bad every day. Also, I attempted suicide and never want to visit that path again but today it’s extremely difficult. I’ve always been an outgoing, bubbly, and intelligent person with a drive for life but today at 188lbs, hair loss, acne, and just always feeling bad cause high levels of depression. This has affected me so much that I am now on long term disability from my workplace of 8 years and I am a college student with only two classes remaining to complete a BS in psychology but grades are terribly low. My grade point average is 2.67 and it has taken me much longer to graduate than expected. To add insult to injury I inspire to continue on for the completion of a master is clinical psychology. I am divorced with two children (girl 16, boy 7), in a new relationship for two years, and striving to better the quality of my life. I am desperate…please help me.