hi,I'm long out of my cutting phase but I'm starting to feel so stressed out.Its been years now that I've not cut and though I've been on meds,had every type of therapy,ect I'm not fully recovered.I hide feeling of suicide from friends and family because I made a choice to stop all treatment last year.I got completely fed up and decided to try working on my own method.But honestly I feel overwhelmed and helpless.I've realized that I find other destructive ways to deal with my stress,drinking,drugs,sex.I never want to feel as low as I did when I was cutting but I'm starting to feel even worst,crying myself to sleep,sometimes crying all day,I'm even drinking as I type this.*sigh*I get an overwhelming sense of frustration with not just me,but the world.Is there any natural way to cure this?