This movie with Al Pachino and Russel Crowe made me think about am I the most stupid person in the world unable to say "stop" to the cigarettes at once. Am I the next fool to make the "seven dwarfs" wealthier? And finally am I a drug addict since my love to the nicotine is just like a drug addiction. Porbably I am but I do not want to be anymore. For a week I substituted the sudden nicotine hunger with big quantities of water and tea. Then it disappeared. Just like with drug addicted - I have heard that threir body resistance lasts for a week.Then with a glass of scotch I lighted one on purpose - to see what exactly I was doing for the past 10 years. The taste was awful, the taste of my scotch turned bad and at that moment I realised it doesn`t make me pleasure anymore. I stub it out after the second pull.
"The Insider" is an old movie from 1999 and I strongly recommend it to all smokers - smoking is an addiction and while doing that you are supporting the nicotine dealers luxury life and strenghtening their power.