my name is dave,
my experience of schizophrenia has been interesting as are all of ours.
its odd its like there are a lot of common things going on.
hahaha im laughing at how bad we can be in relationships especially if we are expressing pain.
i have almost cured my illness.
10 yrs of insanity.
5 ward visits and many attempts at my life.
my tactile hallucinations are as if i am telepathic experiancing other peoples genitals as if im telepathic.
like vibrators (are women thinking of me)
or actual sex with ghosts i can feel.
or being slapped (my head moves)
as far as being controlled im confused. its as if something is controlling me sometimes. moving my head.
slapping me.
Demons, aliens etc. (i doubt were top of the food chain - ask any intelligent spiritual or scientific sane person the will agree)
its psycho spiritual our illness.
and reading will help you get well by an education. if you can.
dr john f demartini. is great.
richard bandler also.
the power of the belief is powerful. the placebo also.
we also cant discount spiritual law. (google some of this stuff)
im not religious im 27 yrs old.
but with the concept of balance,
gratitude. (''you can heal your life' - a dvd you can rent at blockbuster)
affirmations.
do your best to seek logic, and not to believe anything. id reccomend that to every human as i don't believe in any story told by a man unless its a proven fact like science.
hopefully your like me and have had many different delusions and can see that we can believe a lie.
NEVER CRY IN THE PAIN OF YOUR ILLNESS, CRY IN THE BRUTE STRENGH OF NOT ENCOURAGING IT OR LETTING IT GET THE BETTER OF YOU.
when i decided to cry freedom like in brave heart. and to be a good man with whatever it took. i had a healing.
im almost completely well.
my voices were like telepathy, demons, aliens, lies. etc.
no one knows the truth mankind hasnt figured it out yet. bu please do your research.
im googling ''turning off telepathy'' still to this day and im a well read man. that isnt superstitious.
the truth is tho, no one i know is telepathic to an amazing degree. most people just want peace and a normal life.
destroy demons with love. (spiritual)
admit to all your guilts in the past and tell someone. (psychological)
switch off telepathy (physical) - research.
and heal.
please do your research you will be able to help others some day with this agonizing condition.
hang in there.
dont touch drugs, avoid alcohol.
and some day you will lower your dosage.
love David.