im turning 14 soon, and recently ive been having suicidal thought because of an incident of copying course work. i sent a piece of course work to my friend because he was preassuring me talking about how he would get a detention if i didnt; so i sent it and told him to change it. he didnt change it, and now im not sure if i sent him anything else (im not sure about anything in my life at the moment), and im at risk of being thrown off of the course. im really upset, and have been having suicidal thoughts, because my brother and sister are on their way to becoming successes in life, and i could not handle the dissapointment of my parents, and throwing away my future which was going fairly well until now. can someone please help i just dont know what to do.