well..its that time of year again..nursing applications are due..thank goodness my parents are helping me out with paying for everything...its cost them $50 in high school transcrips and about $100 in college transcripts..its $5/transcript and i'm applying to like 10 places at least, but the first you have to be accepted into the university..which isn't free, average is about $45 just to apply and maybe you get in maybe you dont..anyway..needless to say they've spent a good amount of money to help me apply for places I more than likely have no chance of getting into..I'm just stressed out of my mind! I'm sick of wasting my time and taking crap classes...I'm ready to get my BSN...I guess i'm just really stressed out and tired of spending both mine and my parents money and having absolutely nothing to show for it..i've spent almost 4 years at a university and i have NO DEGREE...now i've had a few set backs, sure I transferred which put me behind and I changed my major and that put me behind but COME ON! I'm ready for my life to start i've applied twice to my current university i'm at..my GPA is a 3.2..i know not fantastic but you should have seen it freshman year at my first university..i've come a LONG way since then and i just feel like i deserve the chance to prove myself..and all i get are letters "i'm sorry, we are unable to offer you admission at this time"..thanks...so here i am..deja vu, scrambling to get everything sent off and praying to God that I get in somewhere..even if its just somewhere with an associates program...I'm stuck, I told myself no marriage, no kids until school is over..and i feel like that is an ETERNITY away and i'm just so ready
sorry i needed to rant